Compulsion to Ruin Things

by Colour Sound Oblivion

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1.
Home 03:50
My home is very small It makes me feel tall Mom says sit and listen She smiles and whistles "It's time for dinner!" What kind of pie tonight? Cinnamon or butterscotch or snail? Oh, well, I love it still Dad gives me a hug His arms feel so snug It's hard to let go To let my expression show My home is very small Why, I feel ten feet tall I'm told I am a prince And that I have one wish So I think really hard Where to start? Well, I have no friends... So let's fix that I want a friend Who will stay to the end No qualms, no heartache It's for everyone's sake Whoever it'll be, they'll be special to me And even now, they are still No bitterness or blame Peace and bliss everyday There they are now So bouyant and loud They invite me to go play Just like they do, always Time passes...
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Broken Toy 02:33
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Atavism 06:37
A great soul too decadent and symmetrical When I see the great black light That shines in the eyes of animals The heart is an egg and inside is hate The heart is an egg which hatches hate Oh, a soft death encompasses the universe All the masters licked me one at a time And I feel the sting of martyrs coming up the drive Brief bit of time to swallow the razor blade Before the well dries (up) And the child within dies Oh, a soft death encompasses the universe Embryos in solipsistic solitude Eye for an eye, and tooth for a tooth Three bells ring in symphony Shuffling in black box cacophony Falling asleep to demon heartbeats The heart is an egg and inside is hate The heart is an egg which hatches hate Oh, a soft death encompasses the universe The heart is an egg and inside is hate The heart is an egg which hatches hate
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Down the line, down the road Stood a man with weary eyes Chains at his ankles Droopy arms at his sides And across the same street Laid a dead body Hit by a goddamn drive-by Face still etched with surprise Down the road, down the line A woman thought she saw a sign A Browning clutched in her hand Shaking with hopes of revenge And across the same path A man with a map Who's looking for something Or someone new On the move, up the street Some sauntering deadbeats Who catch the runaway In their grisly sights And across the same way Comes an estranged mother Who's lost her baby Maybe she'd recognize it Up the street, on the move An innocent young man Who's fleeing for his life And gets caught in a gun's sight And on the other side The explorer finds it And he starts to dig With bare, bleeding hands All rivers flow downward Never did see one backwards The roads are the same They all go to one old place Tomorrow or maybe never Forever
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The Snow 05:11
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You are my honey You are my honey I'm your bumblebee And you are my honey You took care of me When no one else would I'm not the last of my kind But it's really close I miss my kin... But you are rebuilding You are my honey You are my honey I'm your bumblebee And you are my honey Oh, you are so sweet Oh, you are my king Here is my hive You can come inside You can come inside... I'm your bumblebee... You can do whatever you want to me... You are my honey You are my honey I'm your bumblebee And you are my honey
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Tremors 09:37
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The light blue hues of you render me silent I shiver and chatter, though I'm compliant Not so brave nor wise, I conceive my reply But my faults anchor me, and I'm small and shy. Your blizzard guts me of warmth and pride Hopeless, penniless, I retreat to my side My wood cabin, where your love and touch are dearth; I ache only for the fires of your hearth. So I'm left to swim in my soup of loneliness Force feeding a stew of what-ifs and singleness Then my mind wanders for a little while Hope fills the bowl; lo and behold, a smile. If spring may come and melt these wicked borders The flames shall graze the water, and our love solder.
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Ordinary boy Solitary joy Living in suburbs Impossible chance A circumstance Moving through summer Then the image breaks Fell from the arms of grace I felt that it was weird To see a girl in tears Then/If under attack In the cul-de-sac Sitting in the street Where/Then the heart races Removing the spaces Where two lovers meet And the image breaks Fell from the arms of grace I felt that it was weird To see a girl in tears Then the image breaks I fell from the arms of grace And felt that it was weird To see a girl in tears
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When routine bites hard And ambitions are low And resentment rides high But emotions won't grow And we're changing our ways Taking different roads Love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again Why is the bedroom so cold? Turned away on your side Is my timing that flawed? Our respect run so dry? Yet there's still this appeal That we've kept through our lives But love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again Do you cry out in your sleep? All my failings exposed Gets a taste in my mouth As desperation takes hold And it's something so good Just can't function no more? Love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear us apart again Love, love will tear up apart again
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You know it too In your heart of hearts That you'll never ever ever ever ever ever be happy I can tell you feel it too When you hold your cards so close to your chest All you can do Is leave pieces of yourself For others to hear Maybe some day someone will find them And put them back together again Maybe some day someone will care Oh, no You've met with a terrible fate, haven't you? You know what you should do Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself... The most you can do Is leave pieces of yourself Maybe some day, someone will find them And put them all together Maybe some day someone will care You know it too In that deepest part of yourself That you'll never ever ever ever ever be free You know what you need to do Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself... Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself...
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You and I were perfect We were on our own I knew it when I met you, You were ready to go When nothing else was certain, You were all I had known Your body could not hold you, And now you're gone, And I just don't feel right. You were here, but now, you're gone. Ooh, I'm on my way for so long, Ooh, I'm on my way for too long, Ooh, I'm on my way for so long, But still, there's no hope. I know you weren't perfect, Though you weren't so cold. I can cope with laughter, Though these words still hurt. You are one with the sun, now. I see you in the clouds. I'm sorry I couldn't save you, And now, you're gone, And I just don't feel right. You were here, but you're not! I'm on my way I'm on my way I'm on my way But still, there's no hope. Ooh...
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Life Itself 03:24
Wayward women Along winding pathways. Brachial branches Point out the right way. You will decide how much sympathy these characters deserve. Oh... The lord of the flies And his gaping mouth Will consume us all Before the moon falls. Carrion king makes me feel so alive and dead at the same time. The waves all shimmer And the rocks all glisten The predators... This is life itself, Life itself Life itself Life itself

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LP. Back to my "Stomping Grounds" roots.

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released August 26, 2019

Kiefer Gorena/Ian E. - guitar, vocals
Ashas Alany - album art

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